windLessBlues

2009-02-27T01:23:00.003+08:00

Have you ever been in love?
Horrible isn't it?
It makes you so vulnerable.
It opens your chest and it opens up your heart
and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up.
You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor,
so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person,
no different from any other stupid person,
wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you.
They didn't ask for it.
They did something dumb one day,
like kiss you or smile at you,
and then your life isn't your own anymore.
Love takes hostages.
I t gets inside you.
It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness,
so simple a phrase like
'maybe we should be just friends'
turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart.
It hurts. Not just in the imagination.
Not just in the mind.
It's a soul-hurt,
a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain.
I hate love.
- Neil Gaiman

so true

have not been blogging for a long time, guess i dun have to..
nobody read it anyway.

i'm like kind of happy with things right now, at the same time, feeling Lost and lonely.
i dunno what to do with life now,
i cant concentrate,
too little time for almost anything.

i need some motivation.

2009-01-20T23:39:00.002+08:00

Yea so it's long week,
school is SUPER SUPER sian,
lesson was fun but,
it's the people problem
it's making me hard , harder to stay in school...

so i went phuture to celebrate bears birthday..
never really wanted to go, as i think it's a waste of money to club
i rather go conspiracy ..
yea so i make my way down to meet Wen aka Clark..
LMAO
we met awhile and then head to cine first, to chill
the reason to go down for me is to see her HAHASs.
so yea... met her for awhile only..
then she had to go, how sad...

met up with the others and then cab to zouk..
it's damn pack dunno wad event thingy..
I SAW Dharni !! i still prefer his old beat box style..
so we dance and enjoyed ourselves,
wads done there shall remain there ..
so partyed till the morning and cab home,..

met kaihong the following day..
that tattoo kia tattooed his palm..
COOL!!
meet with wen and alvin too..
chill had dinner, BOOZE and smoke.. and HOME
chatted on msn with her..
got moody.

anyway i just reach home. did a number of things today.
meet up with wen , ivan, tina , YOrku?? and ben..
had dinner and then enjoyed MY FIRST CIGAR!!
POWERRRR lol...
then i cab down with wen to my fathers year end dinner for cny..
his like totally drunk, then i gave him a stick of CIGAR.. he tot wen buy for him 1..
LMAO.. ok so i sat a drunken driver's car home... my dad...
now just waiting for him to finihs his shower, and it's my turn..
o yea, MUMMY JUST GAVE ME 450DOLLAR !!! MUHAHASss.
i'm rich !! i'm RICH...

she's leaving town...
for a week..
damn it, i'm gonna miss her like fuck.

lables- smoking a cigar in my room

2009-01-12T21:23:00.000+08:00

the desperate need for her physically

&

the constant need to get a way from her mentally.

2009-01-11T06:56:00.002+08:00

Windless days
wads so happening recently
why is everyone fallin out of love?
be myself, dear dexter, wen, wl ...
goash
MANY many and it's really alot unwanted events
really happened
wads tat thing tat u call love?
Relationship, oH fuck it
it's like another burden yea?
it make a BIGBIG hole in my pocket,
make me so miserable,
breaks through my soul
always put me in this fuck up situation
spoil the time i have with my dear friends
Whom are always there for me , whn i actually needed u
thanks fellow comrades for always being there, helping one another
in their most miserable moment.
Thank you(relationship) for setting this whole play,

ok craps i dun even noe wad i'm blogging abt..
blah blah blah
i noe i can do it w/o you(relationship)
like wad tat witch told me,
i finally realize it's really true,
r/s = burden
why not make myself available to wadever
i want,
i noe i sound selfish,but again
whose not?

we are animals by nature, soaring for self pleasure
why make ourselves pain all over again and again
so this year resolution:
never to get hurt again
never to make myself cheap ever
build up the bonds with the friends who are really true
make ample time for my family
stay healthy
maybe quit smoking( yea sae only)
score high for wadever i'm doing
turn gay with yvain(just kidding)
i still love triangles(if u noe wad i mean)
not forgetting getting more and more labels with wen
think of ways to earn more money
forget her totally.

i dunno why but i just feel like quitting school
and start learning and help my dad
cuz tats the real way which i can earn money
and do wad i want

i'm so fallin out of love.

2009-01-04T16:07:00.002+08:00

BAD CLUBing day it was yesterday,
went to PLAY last nite, wit huiyun, joshua, yvain,yvain's bf , NY, ROn and tina.
got day and que up early, then when chk in time,
i was taking out my ic, then i realize i only got my buspass,
so i tot, it's okay, till the door bitch chk,
kns cant use buspass anymore -_-
nb, only i stuck outside. NB
yvain and guys ask me to cab home and take, THEN cab back. MAdness
but as a wavy libra and cant make my own choice , got psyco and then cab back,
hit the high way and, FUCK it's jam
reach home, and nb 25dollar le, really didt wan go back liao,
but later poor yvain kp me...
so took my ic then cab back again,
cb reach there 40 buck ...
luckly MR vain pay 20 for me, but still will return him someday,
then i miss the free entry fee, NB again...
pay 15 dollar mroe to get in, means the whole entry fee for me tonite is 55dollar, NB.
totally no mood to club le, haiz..'
got in with a long face, was hungry , but no money, then joshua treat me eat. LOVE JOSHUA.
LOLS after tat, he also no money le... LMAO
actually we all have cards lar, but the whole holiday, really spend too much le.
ok so we club and ppl start leaving , CUZ THE WHOLE DANCE FLOOR DAMN PACK WITH GAYS PLUS ITS THE FIRST TIME THE "BO" STINK SO MUCH..
TOTALLY RUIN THE FUCKING NITE,
NEVER AM I GOING GO SAT AGAIN, DUN PSYCO ME...
haiz, so with a bad mood, i sat and chill with the drinks,
was really not in the mood, but dear vain persuded again,
i'm just too wavy, hit the floor again, it's still very pack, haiz
the songs sucks alot too on g nite..
got out play and chilled,
huiyun gtg, and we all MOODLESS LE..
came out with the 5 factors tat affect clubing
- MONEY
- PLACE(ambience)
- SONGS
-COMRADES
-THE PPL THERE

NB , dun wan sae le, sae le heart pain,

finished play, went maxwell and chill,
thne walk to raffles and trained home..

NO MORE PLAY!

2009-01-03T01:02:00.001+08:00

Lets101 - free online dating

I NID MONEY!!!
Work work work..
labels!
care!
Concern!
OF CUZ ATTENTION
and await the new term,

the new girl next door

2009-01-01T23:25:00.003+08:00

ARRR FUCK i wrote so long and , i press the red cross button on accident
NB
ok so in short

WORK > HOME> WL AND BEAR AND QING wen> Balcony> evelyn> conspiracy> met Nicolette > drink drunk TALK COCK SING SONG> HOME > SLEEP> TEMPLE> HOME> CUT HAIR> YVAIN JOSHUA> Sizzler > SLACK> HOME > NOw gonna dota,
just imagine how much i typed, NB

-waiting for nico to finish her movie.

2008-12-25T16:42:00.002+08:00

Merry Christmas people!
goash, my parents are out of the country again,
this time with me lucky and my sis,
means gonna wipe shyt again FUCK
anyway
met dex and bear yesteday at 7 and head down to
old spot " CONSPIRACY "
ok it's damn pack when we first reach,
it get worst as the nite pass,
so we settled down get 1 and 1/2 bottle of Chivas for the nite
chat alot, a few waitress sat with us, heng ar
LOLS
then we got ourselves spray and it's PARTY TIME
got really wet and sticky goash,
alot r21 things happened!
just kidding
o yea, all the messages just got STUCK!
cant even send out...
maybe they shoot fire a few more satellite =]
and soon after, people got drunk, some too crazy,
and ppl got intimidated by others,
thus creating a chaos situation lol
after the show, we got back to our place, just to see strangers sitting on our tables -_-
wtf, then NAna settled it for us, and then some fights happened again ....
luckly we are not involve,
meanwhile we felt the unsecureness and settle our bills, get our asses out ..
hop into the cab, off to the high way
and we realise smt.....
NB, forget take our stuff..
cb then the uncle gonna change shift cant send us back, wen paid 14 dollar, then we took another cab back,
reach conspiricy rush up, get our things ,rush down again, to see dex MERLIONING
LOLs and bear cannot take it liao, so they both went back up to vomite LMAO..
DEXTER CAN really dRINK =]
hahas, and the cab fee back to woodland is 40 BUCK !!! cb,
get some food and then back to my hse, can see bear still abit not himself.
wen sat and played dota, while i just sleep my way thru,
when i wake up
wen and bear left , so are my parents,
and now home not alone but with a dog and hungry stomach =(

2008-12-20T22:46:00.003+08:00

ok,
got to get over
yea, seriously
your name still appear
everywhere i go
ppl kept reminding me,
they did't do it on purpose,
but, everytime
it just rack everything up,
just like a tattoo,
tattooed to the back of my head.

-random

2008-12-20T22:36:00.002+08:00

WOW
A BIG BIG WOW
Suddenly felt tat i got a very understanding dad,
just got back from ivan's place,
decided to go play pool
then i bring out all my courage
go tell my parents
sae IVAN PAPA BRINGING US TO PLAY POOL
LOLS
then, have u every had ur parents caught your bluff??
LOLS immediately they sae, if it's ivain father then , it's okay
BUT never ever heard abt his father from u before, HAHAS
then i change my sentence to HIS father driving us there,
LOLS
then i tot, jialat liao, cmf cannot
then my father sae, go my wallet take,
MUHAHA means okay liao can go,
LOLS
then i walk to the wallet i open, i see 1 STACK OF 50 dollar i think 3k ?
then i take 1 10 dollar, he sae, u wan take any one also can, LOLS
then i take 1 more 10,
but think again, he sae anyone
then i put in the 20 dollar, TAKE OUT 50 MUHAHAS
ok tats it
suddenly feel he damn good, now waiting for ivan to contact his father.

2008-12-11T22:01:00.002+08:00

ok been very long since i last post,
bo pian, this whole week exam
knn, anyway
have been studying cum playing and then studying
like cow like tat, have been really close with yvain and joshua
thx men
u guys understand most.
yvain = moral supporter
joshua = MONEY SUPPORTER

is it just me or u look like gorilla with clothes on?

Nvm that just randoms.
just why are there so much rumors/ gossip?
so wad if there are so many rumors/gossip?
tell me tat you do not gossip/rumors.
so wads the point yea?
you all should know
i dun sae anything doesn't mean i dun care
i'm just observing, carefully trying to avoid as much unnecessary conflicts
as i can.
judge yourself first before u fucking point your fingers at others.
every one wear a mask, play their roles recite their script
just who is the director directing the show,
we shall see.

someone told me he saw you,
the person you was with wasn't me
the tot of that just shatters my heart
your name just keep haunting my heart
everynight it's so difficult tat i have to drink my self to sleep
i really want to throw away this 1year of nightmare
u change u really change
or perhaps
it's not u change
just tat i didt notice the real you
how foolish i am
induldge myself into you
the i realise how hard it is
to wash away those hurting memories u left me with
it became harder when i knew tat u hide it from me
if theres a way, anyway
just help me remove that fucking memory
i must sae i really enjoyed thoes days with u around,
but now seeing u enjoying with anther guy
HOW THE FUCK YOU WANT ME TO CHEER THE MOTHER FUCKING UP?

2008-12-05T22:51:00.001+08:00

This goes out to someone that was
Once the most important person in my life
I didn’t realize it at the time
I can’t forgive myself for the way I treated you so
I don’t really expect you to either
It’s just... I don’t even know
Just listen…

You’re the one that I want, the one that I need
The one that I gotta have just to succeed
When I first saw you, I knew it was real
I’m sorry about the pain I made you feel

That wasn’t me; let me show you the way
I looked for the sun, but it’s raining today
I remember when I first looked into your eyes
It was like God was there, heaven in the skies

I wore a disguise 'cause I didn’t want to get hurt
But I didn’t know I made everything worse
You told me we were crazy in love
But you didn’t care when push came to shove

If you loved me as much as you said you did
Then you wouldn’t have hurt me like I ain’t shit
Now you pushed me away like you never even knew me
I loved you with my heart, really and truly

I guess you forgot about the times that we shared
When I would run my fingers through your hair
Late nights, just holding you in my arms
I don’t know how I could do you so wrong

I really wanna show you I really need to hold you
I really wanna know you like no one could else know you
You’re number one, always in my heart
And now I can’t believe that our love is torn apart

I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you ‘cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you

I knew you gonna sit and play this with your new man
And then sit and laugh as you’re holding his hand
The thought of that just shatters my heart
It breaks in my soul and it tears me apart

At times we was off I was scared to show you
Now I wanna hold you until I can’t hold you
Without you, everything seems strange
Your name is forever planted in my brain

Damn it, I’m insane,
Take away the pain
Take away the hurt
Baby, we can make it work

What about when you
Looked into my eyes
Told me you loved me
As you would hugged me

I guess everything you said was a lie
I think about it, it brings tears to my eyes
Now I’m not even a thought in your mind
I can see clearly, my love is not blind

I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you ‘cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you

I just wish everything could have turned out differently
I had a special feeling about you
I thought maybe you did too
You would understand, but…
No matter what, you’ll always be in my heart
You’ll always be my baby

Our first day, it seemed so magical
I remember all the time that I had with you
Remember when you first came to my house?
You looked like an angel wearing that blouse

We hit it off, I knew it was real
But now I can’t take all the pain that I feel
Reach in your heart, I know I’m still there
I don’t wanna hear that you no longer care

Remember the times? Remember when we kissed?
I didn’t think you would ever do me like this
I didn’t think you’d wanna see me depressed
I thought you’d be there for me, this I confess

You said you were my best friend, was that a lie?
Now I’m nothing to you, you’re with another guy
I tried, I tried, I tried, and I’m trying
Now on the inside it feels like I’m dying

I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you ‘cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you

And I do miss you
I just thought we were meant to be
I guess now, we’ll never know
The only thing I want is for you to be happy
Whether it be with me, or without me
I just want you to be happy

-For you know who

2008-12-04T20:18:00.002+08:00

If you're flirting behind my back, isn't it only impartial for me to flirt too? If you're devoted, i'll be twice the devotee. If you're doing something awful behind my back, do you still expect me to linger around you acting as if nothing happens?
It's beyond my tolerant level. No point mending things u , it really won't help anymore. i'm sorry.
-yvain

yea he said tat, poor vain, sorry i was't there, did't get your picture...
yea now i understand ABIT..
look at the bright sight > you have got me too...

anyway
i passed my BTT. yea soon CAR
daddy sae buying me suzuki swift, and he gonna pay for patrol to let me drive to school everyday
SONG BO!!!
so faster apply and book your name with me , if u wan me to car pool you,
5 day 20 dollar per pax
MUHAHAa

2008-12-03T23:48:00.002+08:00

When i finished my studies
When i finished my job
When everything silenced
It became a pitch dark

When i look into
the mirrors of my inner-self
Question after Question was born

So feeling the uncountable
Question I could relate to
Everything that I've done

This is a retake of my life
seeking for meaning and purpose
And why wan i born

Two billion of my siblings died
for me to be born
I must treasure whatever
i have and had

It is still question
for purpose to
this show.

Mr Benny say my poem is BRILLIANT.
only stupid ppl dun understand
so if u dun understand
dun ask
cuz it will make stupid
MORE.

so whatever, no matter how hard i try how hard i tell myself
NO matter how many time u guys have push me,
NO MATTER how many time i have heard "let it go"
no matter how
i still cant it go
cant face it
cant handle it
cant run from it
cant hide it
cant
i just cant
WTFFFFFFFFFffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff
i seriously nid
i dunno even noe. haiz

2008-11-29T23:30:00.002+08:00

okay new beginning gonna move on
it's still healing but thx god, it's healing
thxs to Great Miss Tee
her therapy works
yea i just love the way she talk to me
it's like she totally understand
yea she really understand
now i can only pray for u
lols
play punk on gerlyn did noe angel was in the conference,
they tot i gonna jump, yea i gotta jump on with my life
it just started .. MOVE ON CLEON!!!
realize finally that so many ppl actually care for me
THx Thx thx
ok look straight cleon theres more to come
btw i still nid a doctor/angel to heal this tattered heart of mine

2008-11-29T15:32:00.002+08:00

it's just too fast to realise that u're no longer mine
that you're now in other ppl's arm
that my love no longer reach u
that everything change since the day u left
that i no longer have interest in what ever i do
that i use to be so selfish
that we never really got to end well
that our promises no longer exist
that the taste of love suck so bad
that i am really hurt this time
that i dunno how to pick my self up again
that really no one can ever replace u
that all i only need is u
that living w/o u is so meaningless
that theres no more motivation in life
that we'll never be tgt again
that the truth is u left
that theres no return
that theres nth tat will numb this pain
that my heart is bleeding each time when ever i think of u
that it really is bleeding everysec everymin
that i nolonger the person to support u
tat i'm no longer ther person who u trust
that no matter wad i do now is pointless
no matter wad i sae will never change
that time really wont stop and wait
neither will it rewind back to the past

that we are over

that you're gone

妳的回話凌亂著　在這個時刻

我想起噴泉旁的白鴿　甜蜜散落了

情緒莫名的拉扯　我還愛妳呢

而妳斷斷續續唱著歌　假裝沒事了

時間過了　走了　愛情面臨選擇

妳冷了　倦了　我哭了

怎麼了　妳累了　說好的　幸福呢

我懂得　不說了　愛淡了　夢遠了

開心與不開心　一一細數著　妳再不捨

那些愛過的感覺都太深刻　我都還記得

妳不等了　說好的　幸福呢

我錯了　淚乾了　放手了　後悔了

只是回憶的音樂盒還旋轉著　要怎麼停呢

2008-11-29T02:02:00.001+08:00

i noe waD u have done, go on ahead...

i noe u just didt want tell me..

2008-11-29T00:56:00.002+08:00

it's not i dun wan to move on,
but my heart like an open wound,
and every time i think
it's like stabbing it again and again
i could really feel the blood flowing and leaking away
please just reach out to me
fuck just wanna get wasted
.. fuck i'm wasted

2008-11-26T00:23:00.002+08:00

haiz..
why must this happen
when i tot we could last
when couldn't we..
and now
both have to suffer,
it's so hurting
it hurt even more,
when i watch u suffer so much from it...
how did we end up this way,
i'm sorry for causing u so much so much
been thinking and thinking
i dont noe wad to do
but i know i just want to feel and care for u again
we dont talk no more,
it feel so lonely and fuckup
sometimes i really dunno wad u want,
baby i'm sorry i'm such a useless jerk
how did we end up this way
perhaps it's my ignorance
.. i rmb the time we use to spent little time with each other
u use to chk on me , and anytime u would call
i really appreciate things you do but i couldn't
find the right way to do..
i've been trying to let u see everything i nid, is just so simpple
theres nth other culd replace ,..
it's you..
and now i'm so afraid to face u.
i'm scared of sinking so deeply in llove
neither do i want to taste the bitterness again of losing you..
i know things i said dun mean much to you.

i'm slowly fall in out of love

2008-11-25T13:57:00.002+08:00

ok so, el endeavors came over to crash,
did abit of H&M project but we talk and relax mostly =]
yvain and joshua stayed over,
fool around, chat on msn and then talk abit hahas.
then when all goin sleeping liao, yvain suddenly want all of us to go out eat
if not, he will poke us T_T..
ok so since he insisted , as a good host, i must accomodate
went mac and sat there like 3 hours..
talk alot bout class and our social life ...
feel bloody tired, went back and follow by hitting the bed..
sorry yq, smoke break too long =]
forgot about you... haha..

Confusse

2008-11-24T22:48:00.001+08:00

"even i noe tat theres more then 1 fish in the ocean
and i have a fish tank that could fit more then 1 fish"

haiz i really duno how i feel
Fuck

Fallin Out

2008-11-24T02:37:00.002+08:00

		http://www.mp3lyrics.org/f4

Been sittin thinkin bout you and I and wondering why were not getting along so fustrated cuz,what we had was a happy home. I don't know what the, situation is but I can tell in the way we kiss we don't talk no more it feels better when I'm alone Sometimes I feel like there's no getting through to you like you don't appreciate all that I do. you gotta show me that you want me to stay don't turn & walk away baby I'm slowly fallin out.. of love with you I don't know what to do, how did we end up here this way what are we gonna do? I'm slowly fallin out.. baby we're trippin on silly things boy I need you to meet me halfway, if you want me to be with you.. I remember when, I'd be with my friends you checked on me and made time to call but how things have changed, now I don't hear from you at all. don't let your pride get in the way, for something we worked so hard, don't throw it away I been tryna make you see everything you need is right here in me baby I'm slowly... don't turn and walk away..... I'm tired of giving my all Slowly fallin How did we end up here this way? I just wana know, what are we gonna do Slowly fallin How did we end up here this way? what are we gonna do

Thanks to special witch which understand and understood

2008-11-24T00:45:00.002+08:00

Someone's a witch says:
cleon .
Someone's a witch says:
in life , everything's like a game . you cant expect yourself to win every round .
Someone's a witch says:
especially in love . this game is one sucky game that everyone have to been through . not just once , but countless . be it , when youre in a relationship or one-sided love . its still revolving with the word love . you see , in love , its not like any other things like studies or so . how much you sacrificed or put in may not be how much you'll get in return .
Someone's a witch says:
you may forked in all your true feelngs but the other party may only return you 60% of her feelings . its not like some fair game going on .
Someone's a witch says:
they say , the future is in our own hands we ought to fight for it . yes , its true .. only to a certain extent . because sometimes , its just destiny and fate that decides things . we cant have the last say still .
Someone's a witch says:
you fall in love then out of love .. then in love again then out .. its a cycle going on and on . people who got divorced can re-married again .

Someone's a witch says:
people know they'll get hurt but they still decide to LOVE .
Someone's a witch says:
you quesion yourself this k .. " why bother to get yourself in love , when you know its gonna end in the end ? " actually , a start of a new love is a hint of the end of this love . when theres a start of something , you know there'll be an ending to it too .. just that you dont know when's the ending , and hope that what you have will prolong .
Someone's a witch says:
true ?
Someone's a witch says:
im sorry if my words doesnt sound pleasant to your ears , im just trying to let you know how i view love ,
Someone's a witch says:
actually you know all these too .. but the fact that youre just numb by everything happening around you ..
Someone's a witch says:
when one is out of love , one will tend to live their life subconsciously ..
Someone's a witch says:
not perhaps .. remember how you brainwash-ed me the other time ?
Someone's a witch says:
everything is in your brain .. all these big philosophy of out-of-love , its just that you cant make yourself to face all these .. you dont wanna face the truth .
Someone's a witch says:
youre hoping that if this were to be a dream , you'll hope to stay in there forever ..
Someone's a witch says:
cleon .. no matter how much one truly understand all these or you .. there'll be times they cant understand your pain . cause youre the only one feeling this pain now .
Someone's a witch says:
your ethe only one , going through all these shit now . friends can only standby you , hoping that you'll be able to pull yourself up again . they can share the pain with you .. neither can they feel the pain youre going through .
Someone's a witch says:
im sure the pain youre going through aint the pain i've suffered not long .. k&*( isnit that great to make me feel this pain yet . its was a year plus ago that i felt this pain .. from my last ex , b)(*^ ./
Someone's a witch says:
because this pain .. is so strong that , i cant bring myself to forget it ..
Cleon Drinking is NEVER a CRIME Same script, different cast www.themusicianinhispyjamas.blogspot.com says:
neither can i bring myself to
Someone's a witch says:
there'll always be same things in your life , but some are just so special that you wont forget .. be it positive or negative .
Someone's a witch says:
cleon .. like i've said , you dont have to speak anything . cause at this time of time , no words fit in the kinda feelings youre going through , cause youre just literally LOST .
Someone's a witch says:
thats why i say , you must show her that youre actually enjoying life much better without her !
Cleon Drinking is NEVER a CRIME Same script, different cast www.themusicianinhispyjamas.blogspot.com said:
i think u just did a 2000 word essay
Someone's a witch said:
haha . its all worth , for you (:
Someone's a witch said:
even if i were to ad in another 5000 words .
Cleon Drinking is NEVER a CRIME Same script, different cast www.themusicianinhispyjamas.blogspot.com said:
ya with 2000word u almost bought my heart
Someone's a witch said:
hahaha . even better (:
Someone's a witch said:
at least , you wont be missing her .
Cleon Drinking is NEVER a CRIME Same script, different cast www.themusicianinhispyjamas.blogspot.com said:
then i'll suffer pain more pain again

Thx witch..

Remember...

2008-11-23T14:36:00.003+08:00

Got change early in the morning at VAin's place to go SEntosa..
so i think we only had like 3 hour of sleep?
his house was really damn far from the train station tats wad i can sae.
met up with donovan and then gerlyn.
so we took the tram, my first time again.
reach like 20 min late , lucky no DP was given, i hope ?
got like 6.5 dp liao. this time die liao, my 3.0 gpa goner liao..
ok yea walk and walk and then joined the class. we played games, have potluk
long swim in the sea (damn happy) and then slack with the group..
alot mentors came, surprising ...
shall up date the photo next time.
hit the showers around 6++ and waited for gerlyn they all,
Cuz we are goin to CAFE DE MAR(dunnohowtospell)
so i think around 13 of us went in , but just as we settle down,
the bouncer came and BOunce US OUT!!!
SHYT
totally a blower, cuz dear angel, mira, ny, donovan,viven still underage, haiz'
o yea forgot to mention, we're gonna celebrate MY INDIE(fiona)'s
BIRTHDAY!!!!!!
so sorry fiona, cafe de dunnowad smash...
so bo pian i have to think of a quick plan, AND IT MUST BE
CONSPIRICY
but abit of thing cork up here and there, cuz the GRoup Too big to manage..
but anyway, had a bottle chivas and 2 balance half bottle chivas, 2 jug chivas COKE
2 jugg beer, think i finish most of it.
we played the poker game which was played in gerlyn house, ok no detail shall be given
then i went over the bar to sit down, talk to cristal and chanel, and petter
just some things kept in me..

SOMETHING HAPPENED HERE

ok so lot of them drunk and then vomited..
tats like so little please.. it's not even 1/3 of wad i usuall drink =]
then they all tot i drunk LOLSs
o then we parted and few of us went vivien's place to crash
i took a shower and immediataly hit the bed and BOOM
next thing i noe is BREAKfast is serve =]
lucky daddy near by sengkang, fetch me home .. POWER
misses my bed and my shower and of cuz my tolietbowl..
not forgetting dear smelly lucky and the oily floor EEEE
ok before i could go rest, gonna go meet up with gerlyn to do econs =]

thx guys for your concern, i noe i worried all of u.. DAMN paisie ... shhhhhhhhhHHHH!!!!

PLAY!!!

2008-11-22T04:51:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday PAm!!!!

Hahas went to play with Yvain,HuiYui,Joshua,Pam, and some pam's friends =]
ORdered abottle champaign and a total of 6 jug or others house Drink spend 20 DOLLAR!!!
ROarss, luckly daddy gave me 50$ to spend, but inthend i'm still left with only 10 DOllar =[
WOw pam got very cute friend =] yuan qing =]
too bad she's attach... =[
dance and bozzeeee like crazy
now i'm at yvain house stay over,
o ya btw i went PLAY!!!
it's a gay PUb
LOLs
new experience
but i think it's better then zouk or any other straight club, cuz it's so peacefull there
Awww the BOOzzeee is acting again, i'm off...
TML SENTOSA!!!! class outing...

2008-11-18T20:05:00.002+08:00

YEs YES YESYESYESYESYEYS

term 1 econ 43/60
term 2 econ 48/60
YESYESYES
MONEY!!!! coming
cuz small aunt gonna use money motivate me to study =]
o my mum also =]
wan a new bag, perhaps 1 from subcrew
and i so need new pants and shorts.
thx for the encouragement ppl

2008-11-17T23:35:00.002+08:00

Finally Tourism project OVER ..
saddly we'r not the best =[
ok gotta i'm damn jealous,
but way to go team humble one
had hot spot just now with my sharkies
theres so much to learn from one another..
good job gerlyn, tina,donovan,joshua and thx for side tracking us ANGEL!!!

ok next, Economics =]
my favorite hehe..
hope my class can really grow up and quiet DOWN ass hole

lonely 17/11/08

Projects

2008-11-17T00:22:00.002+08:00

So woke up from boozzeee like around 11 plus??
cuz MR clark father kpkb him.
O ya he stayed over cuz he was too HIGh??
yea cab back from conspiracy like $30 plus plus,
nb.
ok so mr clark wake me up to open the fucking door for him,
nb.
then went back to sleep again.
so the whole thing was because of Tourism geog
gonna meet up with the Sharkies at 1pm sharp.
thus being very pro active,
around 5am msged 2 very imp person for wake up call
thanks Angel & joshua.
around 12.15 Angel called,
ask her to call me back at 12.30
she nagged abit then hung up.
shall not sae wad i was doing during tat period of time
she called again at 12.30
i ask her call me back at 12.45
LOLsss
she almost spoil my ear drum.
then we chat awhile before i'm done with wad i'm doin

ok took a shower and then sat infront of the com
it's 1pm.. the meeting time
damnn.
of cuz
i'm always late..
got dressed up and bused down to compose point ?
i'm considered early
reach abt 3pm =]
then gerlyn and angel came
then tina =]
project till 9 plus, seriouly i'm just playing props today
i didt do anything, just slack..
after tat went star buck cuz currysan was closing..
project was almost done thx to hard working tina and gerlyn =]
went out and smoke with angel(she dont smoke)
chat alot didt notice the clock ticking
it was like so long since i could talk to someone like tat
thx Angel again =]
ok tired liao.. shall blog another day..
need rush project AGAIN!!!

Lovess project ..

2008-11-16T11:47:00.002+08:00

A bottle Chivas
another bottle Martel
and a one man down
6 sexy waitress
700 dollar
8 super freaky people
9 jug beer
what more do i have to say
Fuck School
sonfabytch

Over

2008-11-14T22:01:00.000+08:00

Dont read !!!!
A Parent's Guide to
Satanic Cult Ritual Abuse

Your child comes home late every night. It has developed a curious habit lately of listening to heavy metal rock music. It no longer pays you any attention. It seems preoccupied. It spends more and more of its time away from home. You suspect that your child is experimenting with drugs. What can a parent do?

Like millions of other American youths, your child has most likely joined a Satanic cult. Though you may be shocked when you realize the truth, it is important to bear in mind that all teenagers at one time or another join cults. It's something that most parents don't want to face or deal with, so they try to ignore it. Discussing Devil worship with your child can be almost as awkward as trying to talk about sex.

Now that you run the risk of losing your child to a cult, how do you go about turning its interest back to the home and family? The answer is simple. Children tend to look elsewhere for things that are lacking in their own lives. If your youngster is attending rituals with strangers, it is because you are not providing what your child needs.

Satanic cult ritual abuse should begin at home, with the family. While you and your spouse have been secretly worshipping Satan in the privacy of your bedroom, you should have been sharing this intimate ritual with your kids. Children want and need to be involved in abusive rituals to create bonds between other family members that are strong and lasting.

Now that you know what you need to do, where do you begin?

WHY FORM A CULT?

By and large, the main reason your children should worship the Devil is to help them develop Multiple Personality Disorders (MPDs). These are very special traits that most children need and most likely will not receive in school. The more you tear away at a child's self image, the stronger it becomes. A child can only develop healthy MPDs after experiencing years and years of cult abuse. Remember the first time your parents abused you during a Satanic ritual? Remember how good it felt?

THE DISCUSSION

Choosing the right time to speak with your child is very important. Probably the best time for a discussion is when your child urgently needs to use the restroom. Sit it down and tell it that it can take care of its needs after you have a little chat. Abruptly slap the child in the face and tell it that it will not be allowed to leave the house at night anymore. If the child puts up a fight, slap it harder. Do not allow the child to go to the bathroom until it agrees to your demands.

When it returns from the restroom, tell your child that it will be required to attend Satanic cult rituals with the family beginning the following day after supper. Slap the child again and send it to bed.

WHY PRACTICE RITUALS?

Torture and pain release energy into the family circle and increase the spiritual power of the individuals. Rituals must be precisely completed as prescribed to prevent the wrath of Satan and his demons. The main reason for participation in rituals is to destroy self esteem and self confidence. Therefore, if anyone complains that the rituals make them feel bad, tell them that this is exactly how they are supposed to feel.

Ritual #1: Testing the Feces

On the first night, the family sits in a circle around a fire in the living room. One by one, each person stands and defecates onto a paper plate. After each family member has done their "duty", the plates are passed around the circle for inspection and testing. Testing is accomplished by placing a tablespoon of the feces on the back of the tongue. Explain to your children that they are eating pieces of Satan's body and that this is an honor. Should they be hesitant to taste the "food", threaten them by telling them they will be forced to go to church the following Sunday. This will prompt most children to immediately obey any command.

During this ritual, the family should openly discuss their feelings. Ask your children to express any visual imagery they might be experiencing. After all the feces have been tested, throw them on the fire. The family should then say goodnight and retire for the evening.

Ritual #2: Mommy Gets Tubed

Begin the second night's ritual by saying a short prayer to the Devil. The mother's body is then suspended naked from the ceiling. The other family members take turns inserting tubes into the ears, nose, mouth, barnhole, and mystery hole of the mother. Once the tubes have been inserted, each person takes turns pouring liquids into the tubes to see what effect they have. Try using bleach, paint remover, insecticide, weed killer, or battery acid. Be creative. Mom will be sure to let you know how she feels by making funny faces and by creating some intriguing sounds.

After she has been sufficiently tested, the remaining family members take turns lashing at Mom with a metal rod. After she has been properly beaten, put Mom to bed so that she may recover for the next night's ritual.

Ritual #3: Sacrificing the Dog

As you and your children should already know, any dog that is truly loyal is a dog that must be sacrificed. Begin by petting your furry trusting friend and giving him some treats. Then have the youngest family member nail the dog's feet to the floor. Do not bind the snout of the dog. The dog must be allowed to sing about its pain. Each person then takes part in removing the dog's skin, taking care not to burst any main arteries. The dog must remain alive during the skinning. Once the dog has been skinned, twenty thick needles are inserted through its muscle tissue. The dog's urgent, strained cries are heavenly music to Satan's delicate ears.

After it has been tortured for a minimum of 90 minutes, throw the dog on the fire and do some serious chanting. When it stops breathing, the ritual is over. The family can now begin discussing what kind of dog they want next.

Ritual #4: Sister Has a "Baby"

Your daughter has made a serious error in judgment and tonight she must pay. She allowed herself to be impregnated by a black man, and this mistake must now be corrected. Have your son tie his sister securely to the dining room table with heavy rope. Each family member then lights a black candle and drips hot wax onto the daughter's breasts and eyelids. In this particular ritual, the daughter's mouth should be taped so that she cannot make any sound. This is her punishment for making such a bad mistake. The mock abortion then begins.

The mother lifts the daughter's skirt and pretends to remove a large lizard from her barnhole. As soon as the lizard has been "born", it is sliced in half and eaten. Next, the father pulls slugs from underneath the daughter's dress as if she were "having" them. The son then pulls live pig embryos from the daughter's mystery hole that were inserted prior to the ritual. If all goes according to plan, the embryos will now float in a circle over the daughter's head chanting familiar nursery rhymes.

All the family members then ridicule the daughter by telling her how ugly her barnhole is. They take turns making lacerations in her abdomen. The daughter is then untied and told that she is now healthy.

Ritual #5: Like Father, Like Son

Women can never worship Satan properly until they understand what makes men tick. This ritual begins with the mother and daughter showing homosexual porn videos to the father and brother. As the men become aroused, they remove their clothing and stand naked before the women. The father and son then perform mutually until they reach orgasm. As their seed falls to the floor, the women must catch it in little glass vials.

The vials are then heated over an open fire. As soon as the semen boils, LSD is added to it. Each family member then ingests a small amount of the mixture. Once everyone is tripping, the family takes turns branding each other with a hot cattle prod. Remember...any pain that may be experienced is imaginary. The ritual ends with the family playing "Jingle Jangle" on kazoos.

Ritual #6: Beating the Hell Out of Each Other

The sixth ritual is relatively simple. After donning black gowns and meditating for a few moments, the family simply tries to kill one another. In this ritual, anything is game. Individuals may use knives, sticks, bats, or anything they deem will be useful to them to adequately injure other family members. The only stipulation during this ritual is that each individual must yell "Satan is Lord" prior to delivering any cuts or blows.

After everyone has been cut up and beaten, any and all blood must be drained into a large aluminum bucket. Once the bucket is full, each person urinates into it. Thus endeth ritual number six.

Ritual #7: Having Friends Over to Play

At this point, your children may complain that they are never allowed to have friends over. This is a good time to tell them that they can have a female friend over to join in tonight's ritual. Have your children tell the friend to arrive after dark. Prior to the girl's arrival, a small isolation pit should be dug in the back yard, out of the sight of neighbors. When the friend arrives, her tongue is severed and she is thrown into the pit. This ritual is ongoing, as the girl is slowly and methodically starved and tortured. Urine and blood saved from the prior ritual should be lightly sprinkled onto the girl each morning. All family members are invited to creatively abuse the girl at least once daily. Some families claim that after they get used to the new pet, they never even want another dog.

DETERMINING THE RESULTS

If you've performed these rituals correctly, your child will be permanently affected. The things your child should have learned are: (1) obedience, (2) the importance of listening to others, (3) respect for parents, (4) how to play a kazoo, and (5) the difference between right and wrong.

The next time you think about going out for dinner or to a movie, perform a Satanic ritual instead. You'll not only save your family money...you'll save their souls as well.

2008-11-10T02:37:00.001+08:00

I know he's leaving me for youWho said that, who told youThat is trueWhat is he telling youCould it be the same things that he told meHe told me that he loved me(I heard that)he told me I was beautifulhow did you know, how did you knowcause I played the scene beforeCHORUSThis is a retake of my lifeI was his star for many nightsNow the roles have changedAnd you're the leading lady in his lifeLights, camera, now you're onJust remember you've been warnedEnjoy it now, cause it won't lastSame script, different castWhat you're saying could be trueBut how can I take advice from youI'm not hatingBut I wish the one before meWould have warned me tooDon't say no more (lalalala)Uncover your ears girlI'm not listening (lalalala)But I know you hear meMaybe my reasons are wrongBut I know that you believe meCHORUSIt's your fault you didn't love him enoughThat's the problemI loved him too muchAnd when you love himHe becomes unattracted to you Oh no, he's changed and I'll prove you wrongSo go away, leave us the hell aloneHe loves me (he'll hurt you)He'll stay with me (he'll leave you)For sure, for sureCHORUSThis is a retake of your lifeYou were his star for many nightsBut now the roles have changedI'm the leading lady in his lifeLights, camera now you're onJust remember you've been warnedEnjoy it now, cause this will lastI'm his future, you're his pastThis is a retake of my life (of your life)I was his star for many nightsNow the roles have changed And you're the leading lady in his lifeLights, camera now you're onJust remember you've been warnedEnjoy it now (just watch us now)Cause it won't last (I know it will last)Same script, different cast

it's not age gap problem, it's the stages are different. i'm heading adult stage and i nid alot to learn towards my goal, including my studies.you are in your teenage hood, which is not long ago. and u just start to your enjoy your teenage life, which i experience before, i understand how u feel, as it's quite difficult and confussing, becusm u wan your freedom, and yet you are not allow.. your freetime dun allows you to do wad u wan, thus you have plenty of free time for nth. as for me, i nid to to search for free time... what i taught before it's just 1% of your lifetime, maybe lesser.. even myself, i'm trying hard to learn more. even an adult friend of mine sae i have at least 95% more to learn(not including enjoying life life)during my tudies, i learn alot, how to be nice to ppl hahahahaha...and how to understand ppl, including profleing them, noeing their needs and want..thoughts.
hope the song explain how i feel
no, felt

2007-11-02T16:26:00.000+08:00

i really hope u sees these

Smile a little smile for me <3 says:
baby dun cry le
Smile a little smile for me <3 says:
i'm here
Smile a little smile for me <3 says:
i never left the screen even aft u put down the phone
Smile a little smile for me <3 says:
i never stop thinking abt u everysecond
Smile a little smile for me <3 says:
even during exam ur name just keep appearing on my exam paper
Smile a little smile for me <3 says:
the fist thing i do aft my exam is to call u
Smile a little smile for me <3 says:
baby i never treat u like a play toy
Smile a little smile for me <3 says:
do not tink like tat..
Smile a little smile for me <3 says:
i treated u like my girl friend
Smile a little smile for me <3 says:
u can always share ur feeling wit me
Smile a little smile for me <3 says:
i will always try to do things to make u happy
Smile a little smile for me <3 says:
i just wanted to give u everthing tat i have
Smile a little smile for me <3 says:
i'm hurt when ever i see u cry
Smile a little smile for me <3 says:
my heart just pumb lesser blood each time
Smile a little smile for me <3 says:
i understand tat ur parents treated u harshly
Smile a little smile for me <3 says:
i would cut down my life if it's just to possible to send more days wit you
Smile a little smile for me <3 says:
i always treasure the time u're wit me
Smile a little smile for me <3 says:
it just hurt when ever you are leaving

2007-10-29T20:01:00.000+08:00

sorry for all the things i done to hurt you,
sorry i didn't listen to u carefully
sorry i left u alone
sorry i never accompany u
sorry for not spending more time wit you
sorry for taking ur freedom away,
sorry for doing wrg things again and again
sorry i hurt u so
sorry i brought u trouble
sorry tat i vent my sorrow on you
sorry i never pay attention to you
sorry i never take great care for you
sorry i never hold your bag
sorry for not replying your letters
sorry for not replying your msges
sorry i make u sad
sorry for the things not told
sorry for being selfish
sorry for being childish
sorry for being naughty
sorry for all the things i had done
sorry i always get angry
sorry for making you do all the things
sorry for i love you too much
sorry and sorry and sorry

even if a million sorry dun reach u
i just pray tat 1 reaches you
baby i love you so
just wan you to know
you are the only thing tat come to my mind
when ever i felt lonely or sad.
you are my only pillar of strength.
i just want to spend the rest of every tml wit you.

-iloveyou

2007-10-29T19:49:00.001+08:00

dun angry le la.. =[
noe i over did it..
sorry=[

2007-10-24T20:12:00.000+08:00

wrote a song =]

i love joanne, cleon love joanne, cleon love ni, wo ai ni, yee cher ai li yee, ai si ni , chao ai ni, ai dao yao si yao huo, wang bu liag ni, ai si joanne
i love joanne, cleon love joanne, cleon love ni, wo ai ni, yee cher ai li yee, ai si ni , chao ai ni, ai dao yao si yao huo, wang bu liag ni, ai si joanne
i love joanne, cleon love joanne, cleon love ni, wo ai ni, yee cher ai li yee, ai si ni , chao ai ni, ai dao yao si yao huo, wang bu liag ni, ai si joanne
i love joanne, cleon love joanne, cleon love ni, wo ai ni, yee cher ai li yee, ai si ni , chao ai ni, ai dao yao si yao huo, wang bu liag ni, ai si joanne
i love joanne, cleon love joanne, cleon love ni, wo ai ni, yee cher ai li yee, ai si ni , chao ai ni, ai dao yao si yao huo, wang bu liag ni, ai si joanne
i love joanne, cleon love joanne, cleon love ni, wo ai ni, yee cher ai li yee, ai si ni , chao ai ni, ai dao yao si yao huo, wang bu liag ni, ai si joanne

i love joanne, cleon love joanne, cleon love ni, wo ai ni, yee cher ai li yee, ai si ni , chao ai ni, ai dao yao si yao huo, wang bu liag ni, ai si joanne
i love joanne, cleon love joanne, cleon love ni, wo ai ni, yee cher ai li yee, ai si ni , chao ai ni, ai dao yao si yao huo, wang bu liag ni, ai si joanne
i love joanne, cleon love joanne, cleon love ni, wo ai ni, yee cher ai li yee, ai si ni , chao ai ni, ai dao yao si yao huo, wang bu liag ni, ai si joanne
i love joanne, cleon love joanne, cleon love ni, wo ai ni, yee cher ai li yee, ai si ni , chao ai ni, ai dao yao si yao huo, wang bu liag ni, ai si joanne
i love joanne, cleon love joanne, cleon love ni, wo ai ni, yee cher ai li yee, ai si ni , chao ai ni, ai dao yao si yao huo, wang bu liag ni, ai si joanne
i love joanne, cleon love joanne, cleon love ni, wo ai ni, yee cher ai li yee, ai si ni , chao ai ni, ai dao yao si yao huo, wang bu liag ni, ai si joanne
chorus

i love joanne, cleon love joanne, cleon love ni, wo ai ni, yee cher ai li yee, ai si ni , chao ai ni, ai dao yao si yao huo, wang bu liag ni, ai si joanne
i love joanne, cleon love joanne, cleon love ni, wo ai ni, yee cher ai li yee, ai si ni , chao ai ni, ai dao yao si yao huo, wang bu liag ni, ai si joanne
i love joanne, cleon love joanne, cleon love ni, wo ai ni, yee cher ai li yee, ai si ni , chao ai ni, ai dao yao si yao huo, wang bu liag ni, ai si joanne
i love joanne, cleon love joanne, cleon love ni, wo ai ni, yee cher ai li yee, ai si ni , chao ai ni, ai dao yao si yao huo, wang bu liag ni, ai si joanne
i love joanne, cleon love joanne, cleon love ni, wo ai ni, yee cher ai li yee, ai si ni , chao ai ni, ai dao yao si yao huo, wang bu liag ni, ai si joanne
i love joanne, cleon love joanne, cleon love ni, wo ai ni, yee cher ai li yee, ai si ni , chao ai ni, ai dao yao si yao huo, wang bu liag ni, ai si joanne

i love joanne, cleon love joanne, cleon love ni, wo ai ni, yee cher ai li yee, ai si ni , chao ai ni, ai dao yao si yao huo, wang bu liag ni, ai si joanne
i love joanne, cleon love joanne, cleon love ni, wo ai ni, yee cher ai li yee, ai si ni , chao ai ni, ai dao yao si yao huo, wang bu liag ni, ai si joanne
i love joanne, cleon love joanne, cleon love ni, wo ai ni, yee cher ai li yee, ai si ni , chao ai ni, ai dao yao si yao huo, wang bu liag ni, ai si joanne
i love joanne, cleon love joanne, cleon love ni, wo ai ni, yee cher ai li yee, ai si ni , chao ai ni, ai dao yao si yao huo, wang bu liag ni, ai si joanne
i love joanne, cleon love joanne, cleon love ni, wo ai ni, yee cher ai li yee, ai si ni , chao ai ni, ai dao yao si yao huo, wang bu liag ni, ai si joanne
i love joanne, cleon love joanne, cleon love ni, wo ai ni, yee cher ai li yee, ai si ni , chao ai ni, ai dao yao si yao huo, wang bu liag ni, ai si joanne

NICE=]

i'm always here and i wont run =]

2007-10-23T22:45:00.000+08:00

stoopid stoopid cleon !
make me go do his blog nicer >:[
make me post for him agn .
he bully me everytym lahs ! >:[
hehs .
today was fun though .
we played tickle war and i almost died D:
cleon gort my super powers D:
he stole it from me ! >:[
we played and talked till 6plus thn we went mrt station .
he went cwp to meet dexter they all and i took mrt back to tpy take bus go home .
damn lonely lahs .
the stoopid psp let him play till no batt D:
so emo emo on train and bus D:
sadded ehs . evil monster cleon ! :x
at night now he' currently studying with evelyn .
evelyn and cleon jiayou for ur paper tmr ehs !
don't toulan arhs !
evelyn : if he nvr study, tickle or whack him :DD
CLEONCHENGYEECHER U BETTER STUDY UHS !
ltr u fail i whack u till u die uhs ! :x

LOVEES ;
BABYJOJO <3

2007-10-23T01:14:00.000+08:00

I LOVE JOANNE HOO LI YEE
she wan me write back to her de
haha
baby dun ferice...
i scare scare..
haha..
thx for taking so much risk..
thx for being there for me
thx for doin silly things for me
thx for apperciating things i done for you
thx many many
haha..
wo ai ni..
ya this love will never stop

2007-10-23T00:02:00.000+08:00

wa recently very sad sia..
yesterday baby mum found out abt us sia
sob sob
then tell us to stop meeting each other..
wa super sad.
then weiliang lai pei wo the nite..
then i open my dad vodka
drank like half the bottle..
firstly the feeing very shoik..
super swang..
head like floating..
then i like very happy..
keep laughing..
then wl take my video
look like 3 years old la..
then i ordered mac
i really floating
thne suddenly go toilet vomit..
then i broke down and cry..
mummy was around.. i cried and told them i love them
and things tat are kept in me for a long time..
then vomit like so long la..
wl super caring.. thx thx
muack weiliang=]
then i think he carry me back to my room..
i ji tao fall asleep.. but i keep wanting to use msn and pei her..
wl dun let me.. then i sleep le..
woke up 5 plus feel very refresh
then viewed baby blog..
wa.. i guess the person who is hurted the most is her la..
at least my parents give in to me and treat me better after i cry.
haiz.. cheer up
thx for being so strong
i noe u dun wna me to worry abt u too..
baby i love you
i hope things go better as day pass.
thx everyone being there to support me and care for me..
i love you all..
special thx to wl for taking care of me so much..
u dun sad sad too okay..
bigbig boy le dun cry also =[
haha
not shy ar. =]
baby..
u also ar..
if really wan cry must cry out loud..
make sure i can hear from woodlands
u will feel better tat way too..
and ya eve.
alot to sae but .. it goes to the same things
cheer up.. mett u later and shall lend u my powerfull ears =]

-My heart was broken and so are yours..
let our love heal these wound and
let time burry them
away from us..
ily iny iwy ity icy
iclwy .

2007-10-17T17:24:00.000+08:00

wad an ass am i :DD
BABYJOJO's noodles are nice !
must try okays ? :DDD
and there was neverending soup .
machiam 1litre seh .
hahs .
i helping cleon post .
cos he's a lazy ass !
whole day slp slp slp !
he 's an ass okays ?
i swear he is ! :DD

woke up this morning by BABYJOJO :DD
gort nth to do so i just sit dwn infront of my comp as she wanted me to use the comp .
use msn .
she said thr was smth special .
thn i go check my blog .
thn OMG ! i love Joanne Hoo many many ! :DD
she change my whole blogskin nahs .
edit for me so many things .
*touch touch*
was so grateful lahs .
finally gort my new skin .
and changed my blog song .
hope u girls/guys like it :DD
after tht, went to meet BABYJOJO i dont want say already :DD
haha
so cleon continue
was very bored..
baby keep using blog and msn..
super bored la..
then baby come pei wo play piano..
then we sing haha.. think i'm super good at it..
just kidding..
then slacck play play til like 5 plus then nid go back le..
she send mi to the lift then we forgot to press the button
in the end,
18th floor
haha
i went out because got 1 uncle want go in
paisie .. later the uncle think we playing the lift=[
haha
forthe first time i am so high up .. 18th floor sia..
then we slack awhile..
was looking at the view.. then baby start taking pictures
took a lot pic tgt la.. she keep saying i tall i tall haha
...
o ya.. she perform for me a hulahoop dance..
super shy girl..
haha shall show you guys the pic soon =]
kinda sleepy so bb =]

BABYJOJO : Cleon bullied me ! DDD:
all pls WHACK him ! :DD
thts all .
& HAPPY 1MONTH ANNIVERSARY ! :DD

2007-10-17T10:42:00.000+08:00

ASSHOLE !
i help u make ur blog .
so how u going to thank me ?
GIVE ME MONEY !
wahahahhas !
i'll be soon rich !
hehs .
ask me make ur blog more often kays .
i'll earn more more money ! :DDD

LOVEES ;
♥BABYJOJO

2007-10-15T16:08:00.001+08:00

dunno why this look so fun to me =]

2007-10-13T02:02:00.000+08:00

had much fun yesterday,
baby came my hse this afternoon'
keep saying she hungry hungry hungry
then ask me buy la..
dun care her continue to lie there..
then suddenly i heard roar roar =]
it's from her stomach..
serious, like a hungry lion =]
then i stood up and called mac.
spend like 20 dollar la...
baby slack and use com.. irritaiting la..
keep pinching me.. =[
bruise all over =]
hahah
in the end she left 5 plus like tat..
she's late..
took cab send her back home..
like 16 dollar la
ouch to my pocket again.. haha
jkjkj..

after she reach home, i left for mrt also..
was so tired i slept.. then when i woke up,
i find myself at woodlands mrt station GARRRRR
i miss my stop =[
hmmm
took bus and sleep again.. super tired la..

reach home slack use com
watch some japan drama.. abt high skool life de
damn nice.. how i wish i was born in japan la =]
uni spoil then can wear home clothes to skool
GArrr haha
O the show name Nobuta
use crunchyroll to watch full series..

ask baby to watch too then she sae she have the dvd=]
gonna lend it to me on sundays yeape=]
anyway sunday maybe goin out wit my primarys skool mates
cant wait to see them again =]

-baby hope you have enjoy urself today..
i'll try my best to make the everydays of
yours better then the day before

2007-10-10T23:25:00.000+08:00

YAhoOoOoOo
got back my nets =D

hmmm jialat liao o's so near.. still haven get the right mood to settle down sia..
die liao la.. really nidd to mug liao.
slack at home whole day, maple =]
some stupid ass kept calling mi to go pei him la.
nosie can! manfred=[
in the end, i never=]
playing maple acting as char bo can =]
was real bored THX to some BAD soul..
keep on sleeping and sleeping.. =[
GArrr .
Went out wit her some days ago.
although did't went too far, or too long =p
i'm happy ennough to be just by your side=]
k ciao..

And 1 more thing, stop sleeping and pei me more !

BYe!

-ilu

2007-10-02T22:55:00.000+08:00

You and me
We used to be together
Everyday together always
I really feel
That I'm losing my best friend
I can't believe
This could be the end
It looks as though you're letting go
And if it's real
Well I don't want to know
Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Our memories
Well, they can be inviting
But some are altogether
Mighty frightening
As we die, both you and I
With my head in my hands
I sit and cry
Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts
It's all ending
I gotta stop pretending who we are...
You and me I can see us dying...are we?
Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't tell me cause it hurts!
I know what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't speak,
don't speak,
don't speak,
oh I know what you're thinking
And I don't need your reasons
I know you're good,
I know you're good,
I know you're real good
Oh, la la la la la la La la la la la la
Don't, Don't, uh-huh Hush, hush darlin'
Hush, hush darlin' Hush, hush
don't tell me tell me cause it hurts
Hush, hush darlin' Hush, hush darlin'
Hush, hush don't tell me tell me cause it hurts

-Don't speak

2007-09-21T22:45:00.001+08:00

Wad i meant was real=D

BAby i hope you like the video <3

2007-09-20T16:37:00.000+08:00

shall pst abt yesterday

finish skool early.., nowadays go skool like no learning also =[
must mug hard myself le..
anyway
went home to bath and then to her place.
so hate bus/train ride.. so slow..
boughr bubble tea for her then, she wan go tpy eat.. how sian can.. i just arrive from there then ask mi go again =[
found smt on the bus whch made me real sad la..
hmmm.. baby dun ever do tat agn can =[
finish eatting at mac, bus to her place again..
sat down and tok till like 6plus =]
was fun having u around =D

-ilovemygirlfriend <<3

2007-09-18T14:13:00.000+08:00

HElLo ppl=D
i'm at jOE hse now =D
goin amk buy stuff later...

hmmm super happy past few days..
l'm almost wit her everyday=D
anyway 17'9'07
013140AM =D
The day i pledge myself to you.

Cheer up.. =D

anyway thx for the mp3 and handphone =D

see you later

BAby
ilu<3

2007-09-07T19:55:00.000+08:00

Wa si bei long never post liao la...
!!
1 week holiday so sian,...
everyday play piano piano piano, play till can play frm behind le =D

watch secret lai.. jay damN power la..
story was very good=D

alot ups and downs, even now my phone got cut liao.. damn sad la.
no net, no hse phone, no hand phone also, jitao ar!

anywya tml's the big day liao..
my FIrst Personal Solo Concert =D
will be medleying both song ge qian and yi lu xiang bei =D

best wishes to edmund for the concert too =D

sad she could not attend the concert =[

o ya i haven been really studying.. jia lat le..
must really mug mug mug after the concert !

anyway my phone still can call through.. so ppl dun msg me.. i cant reaply ...
call till i pick up okay =D

Gota run bYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEGBEY

baby dun sad le =[
it hurt to see u like tat =[

2007-08-19T16:41:00.001+08:00

2007-08-17T22:15:00.001+08:00

Dun post anything, or i slap you =x

As life goes on I’m starting to learn more and more about responsibility
I realize everything I do is affecting the people around me
So I want to take this time out to apologize for things I have done
And things that have not occurred yet
And the things they don’t want to take responsibility for

-i miss you

2007-08-13T19:36:00.000+08:00

Smt happy happened,
but in the end,
it did not work out as well as expected,
shall not post more as i'm told not to.

-you melt me like hot fudge on sundae

2007-08-12T00:27:00.000+08:00

smt happen here -_-

-baby dun sad, big girls dun cry

2007-08-05T22:54:00.001+08:00

So long never post, hence i gonna intro smt nice.
these few days nevr on9 much due to the network problem..
but,
i've been watching anime heres 2 very must watch anime
-Shakugan no shana
-Zero no tsukaima

want to noe more abt the story!
U can Check it out urself

2007-07-31T21:23:00.000+08:00

Garr!! 'sei bei sian la..
network tio cut off.. haiz..
tapping my cousin net now..
slow like shit..
hmm.. past few days no time to post
nth much to post too
goash..
i'm using this korean product..
it's my keyboard..
lmao.. mum confiscated mine
and now i'm using this spare de..
haiz..
hmm billy bdae coming... gonna go sakura this week=x
means gonna spend another sum of large money..
Recently money is quite an sensitive issue..
everyone is tight on it now.
hope everyone are doing fine..
i so hate poor days..

-how are you

2007-07-26T00:00:00.000+08:00

haiz.. these few days really very hectic, theres so many case of bullying in skool..
why?
haiz.. nth to sae..
here a little short story.
in christ church,
theres a guy name cleon.
dough not a very bright of handsome guy,
a little naughty and mischievous,
thats just him.
things are not goin so well on him..
notice the amount of bully cases,
he felt sad for themm..
as he himself is also a bullied.
in class, he is often rejected by his classmates.
why must they be so cruel,
he just wants everyone to be happy and enjoy.
haiz.. wads with the BORING thiny.. zzZ
hope someone do the magic and fix tings up,
if not this there will never be learning in this place anymore.

Are you ppl happy wit wad u have done ?

2007-07-22T01:21:00.000+08:00

When for service today at LOC.

got this SEX workshop,
it's not really abt sex.
instead, it's abt what a girl wants
meaningful and fun.
GIrls - 1.listening ears
2.honestly
3.trustworthy
4.i forgot
5.i still forget

boys - 1. Money(i shout it out) =D
2. talkative mouth
3. Excitement
4. Looks
5. i forgot =D

wow.. the talk like so long.. listening to wad girls really want.. lmao..
dough i forgot most of it.
i really paid attention =D

then went KK hospital to eat.. went back for service and was late..
hmm service was really bored.
DUn understand a thing or 2
but it was 1 of the fastest service i ever had.
finish around 5 plus,
then we bus down to meet adam, joash, ben
went to yj bbq..
saw her sister.. omg she gonna be a mum.. gratz =D
haha then the guys played wit water,
sadly i didt bring my clothes.
i eat till i think i'm twice my weight i guess.
lmao=D
then yj aunts send us home.
and here i am blogging =D
k gonna go skool tml byEe

=D

-Wad you really want i will try my best to give.

2007-07-21T01:14:00.001+08:00

DL!

Canning so shiok lmao..

If there no excitement in life, life would be boring

hmm tml will go church and then events and more events =D

finish skool. someone told me to go back skool to wait okay..
i did, waited and waited..
in the end
waited for nth =[

-your emotional jump freaks me out

2007-07-18T22:33:00.000+08:00

Most people have a horribly limited idea of what emo is, simply because the most important records in the development of emo were largely released on vinyl, in small numbers, and with limited distribution. These were however very influential, so nowadays you have the situation that a lot of kids listen to third- and fourth-generation emo styles without even knowing it. I hope to expose such people to a wealth of great preceding music that's getting easier to find all the time...

I'm going to split up the mass of "emo" bands into a few distinct genres. Like any categorization effort, there will be exceptions, crossovers, and tangential relations. That's fine. The intent is only to lay out some general trends, general notes on sounds, musical and lyrical themes, and how to listen for them.

Some notes on nomenclature. There isn't a real consensus on what "emo" and "emocore" are, or if they are even different. It's pretty clear these days what you're talking about with terms like "punk," "postpunk," "no-wave," "hardcore punk," "old-school/new-school," etc (although the difference between "hardcore punk" and "hardcore" is lost on a lot of people - "hardcore punk" is punk rock made heavier, faster, louder; "hardcore" is what happened after the hardcore punks realized they didn't have to sound like punk rock anymore - still heavy, fast, loud, but with a different foundation.) I hope to draw clear distinctions between my categories, assign them names, and use them consistently. That's all that language is.

-The "emocore" style has become broader over the years. In the beginning, these bands consisted mostly of people who played in hardcore punk bands, got burned out its limited forms, and moved to a guitar-oriented, midtempo rock-based sound with emotional punk vocals (i.e., no posed soulful crooning like pop music). The central aspect here is the guitars - distorted, strummed mostly in duo unison, with occasional catchy riff highlights. This becomes known as the classic "D.C. sound," along with the octave chords that show up in later "emo" music. Later bands bring in more pop elements, like catchy-riff based songs, pop song structures (listen to Jawbreaker's "Chesterfield King" to illustrate this), and less-punk, more-smoothly-sung high-register singing (less yelling, straining, throatiness). Listen to Elliot or Chamberlain for an example of how alternative-pop this music has become. Yet those bands are undeniably still emocore. Also note most emocore bands play Gibson Les Paul guitars, with a few SGs, and use mostly Marshall JCM-800 amps.

Do you understand now?

2007-07-17T21:23:00.001+08:00

I'm a sexist =x

i got my new hair cut,
class is boring today, but smt nice abt English i dunnno wy..
vampire gave us some alot of word to rite.. and i pronounce it all wrgly.
finish the spellings and next was oral..
i sat beside Anansa, she was chosen to start the oral.
she used her very slang pino to read the passage,
gave me an idea
i volunteered to be the 2nd reader.
i read wit ECho how funny could tat be in class.. everyone rofl..
vampire sae she wont release us till i finish the passage.. i paused awhile and then cont to use my Voice Retard skills.. lmao.. she then make mi to sit and ask eric to read.. then i dunno wy i shouted out malaysia effect.. lol the whole class shake this time wit laughter..

recess was lonely.. cutting Queee everytime.. i think i'm blacklisted =X

walk back class and then had SS.. i slept i dunno wy.. my head felt so heavy and Boom i start snoring Zzz..

o anyway i chatted wit tat EMO friend of mine and she's really Normal =D
she sae i'm like the most guai guy she ever met... lmao.. am i??

anyway had English oral after skool.. i think i'm super good in that..
i even echo the first 2 words.. HAHAs

bus home wit eve and then wasted $2 on stupid kinderbreuno?

dinner was maggieMEe thx to ___
___ cried lmao.. it's coke +++

-Is it really over

2007-07-16T23:07:00.000+08:00

So it's my fault again.. type personal message also can have tai ji =.=

after knowing wad u thought, it's really over =/
the childishness u will never change, i'm blinded by the childish you.

girls just wna have fun, boys just toys for girls> rite alvin?

think i shall make a bypass, better then get overs =x

anyway thx vin.

-it's like a stab right behind the neck, swift and sweet

2007-07-15T16:57:00.001+08:00

Badminton is so funny =]...

-you still rbm that night when we have countless question abt each other life

2007-07-14T23:49:00.000+08:00

i am late for my piano like 15mins!
grrr
woke up at 11 50
and lesson start 12..
by the time i prepare -.-
12 le... went out wit weird outfit
decided to cab, the cab super long like 15min like tat..
then piano edmund also never go zzZ

finished piano, met waterbear and dex.. for lunch.
in total, morning i spended 10 BUTTS =]

bused home
watch Harry.P wit water bear ( FREE ) =]
not really nice.. bored..

bus to LOC
was feeling weird..
then bus to United Square for dinner
did't eat but spend some money on drinks and blah blah blah
got a new emo friend... felt pity for her.. only 13 yet so emo =)
she's like a mute =] > i feel so bad

then bused to yishun wit eve, the bus was lonGG
we board the first bus, but gt 1 funny smell and very crowded
then alighted and wait for another 1

when reach yishun walk out of the station, i realize i left my wallet in the bus =|
walk back and dun have..
borrowed money frm eve and then bus home again.. so pathetic =(

thats my crazy Saturdays =[

- you're making mi confuse allover again

2007-07-13T22:40:00.000+08:00

Oh goD.. i never go watch movie tgt.. so sad... hmm very sian, past few days very hectic, hope time will fix things up... k i saw these amazing video, i find it damn cool =]

- Gotta get over

2007-07-11T20:04:00.001+08:00

rough day.. skool ended 6 plus.. had some snooker in the hall and then back home wit steff and ester..

serious.. am i irritating in class?
gonna stop my no-sense.

oh yesterday too pissed to post my day.. anyway nth happen much .. just spending money and cash.. went check point play snooker.. loser punch(=]) lost 1 and won 3 .. free game^^

anyway was kinda bored when game end.. then i box abit , kaihong folo up.. i taught him how to use his nose to make noise =].. lol.. beatbox is sure fun=]

-no mood

2007-07-10T22:16:00.000+08:00

you tore the trust i have wit u..

you used it for some childish games of yours

Fun?

Happy?

Once bitten i have learned

-KNNBCCB

2007-07-09T22:11:00.000+08:00

Drum stick are so nice in the morning.Think i would get 1 everymorning before skool start. yum yum =]

crap wit joe in class abt the extra 2.8m i got muhaha.. any1 wan messo 50cent each^^ aquilar.
we skipped assembly's today, just beside art class. NIce spot dough hahas.

have Catch BALLS for P.E.. lmao.. have a mini game and we won^^ tactic won the muscle
hahas GG guys.. job well done..

went toilet to see see hair.. then back to class.. suddenly theres a strip show.. leong joe and yj stripping raviin's clothes.. they ask mi to join along.. stupid mi go strip his pants.. got a return gif from him " ouch" he punch my face like fucking pain la.. lol still hurts now.. then kp wit vampire abit and continue joking... i like cant open my mouth to voice out.. Hahas

recess wit alvin. owe mi $2 okay^^

then class poa teacher not in.. played "mouth and finger not the same" - Deon nice move^^have real fun wit classmates

today got the faster day.. fuFNfuFFUNFNFNFNN all the way hahas...Pc lesson was bored dough =[

meet up wit vin.. his a 1 of a kind provoker.. saw this box that he have.. then i rmb it was his bdae.. as i take a closser look i see cookies.. then i start thinking.. then the face he give mi so cheeky.. i noe liao.. zzzZZZzzZzZzZzzzZzzzZZzZZzZZzZZzZzzzZZZZZZZZZZZZZZzzZzZZzzz

Provoker!!

we went amk tgt .. got my hair and uniform all dressed goth!! hahas.. suddenly i think goth so nice.. caught alot ppl attention.. hmm should try out goth more.. was on the train vien miss call mi and then start asking weird question- secrets - hahas... irreplaceable..

TRain home admirty bought some fooDs and then home..

shower

dinner

Mugging time..

and now i'm free!! hahas

k gonna go play game abit to destress =]

-words cant describe

2007-07-08T02:02:00.000+08:00

O yea!! Youth service was fun today!!

hahas.. was playing till like 4 am pls as my day start.. slept till 11.30 and went for piano.. learned superman.. damn nice^^

msg eve and amanda.. was to meet them at 1 plus de..

kuku they made mi wait like 2.45 then they reach... wtF..kuku

wander around thinking of wad to have for lunch.. hmm then went mos full, LJS full, finally sub waYYYy hahas damn ex i think i wasted like 12 dollar.. should have eatten at home..

crap around j8 walk walk.. the lift there the side panel got mirror.. then i go check out ... stupid amanda sae i ai mei then she go see also.. as she reach there.. the life open and the ppl all starring at her.. lmao. serious it's dann funny joke of the day i guess.. hmm then we walk around some more and then decided to go kk hospital visit kam!!

she's blind!!! no la.. just the right.. take care okay! head to LOc for youth service .. 1 of the very best service i ever had .. but still not unless i'm 18 and can make my own choices..

have refreshments and then games time.. totally funny.. hahas i rmb got 1 game was to sae out the number but ur fingers must show otherwise .. i did well but water bear kena.. lol forfeit... he gonna dance and hiphop( just handstand) and i do loop(beatbox) for him.. so fun.. then

another game called then after tat... u have to form a sentence wit 5 words and then the next person nid add on wit another 5 words to form a story.. alot funny things happen.. " i puke again" " i puke more this time" lmao and " i saw a dog" " i saw joash" =]

after game finish we went back to kk hospital .. i didt go up to visit kam.. sophia did.. later we bus down to yishun 100 plus there.. the food power.. we order alot alot alot =] hahs

thus train back admir walk back alone.. called her for a little chat.. crap abit and her phone died.. wad kukuness... hahas reach home, cousin came over , played a game and i keep diying ... coming out to chat everytime... hahas.. okok gona go play maple.. BYe

-Chocolate Freak

2007-07-05T14:30:00.000+08:00

Skipped skool again today.. not really skip la.. i did go for skool but my eyes really sore.. then i called home and come back on a cab.. was to have maths till 6, wad a relief hmm

meet joe early this morning to have breakfast.. saw eve on the way there.. stupid eve waste my time =]

dun really understand wad mdn shanta was teaching, but i must mug hard liao.. left like 100 days till o's? and tml will be my oral god!! plz bless

k gonna do my stuff liao.. maybe study later =]

ciao

-Sorry never talk to u yesterday =[

2007-07-03T23:45:00.000+08:00

woke up and dun feel like goin skool.. so stayed at home and do my stuff..

bear jio to go for transformer... cool... nice movie indeed..

went to meet eric for some bb and then slack around.. 515 is really far. wanted to cab home but no money =[

walk alll the way back , pass by 888 and saw the gangs having dinner.. wanted to approach but haiz.. they never jio mi wy i go disturb them.. so paisie then i walk home lor.

so tried gonna sleep early.. tml last game

-where have you been, come on9 faster

2007-07-02T22:49:00.001+08:00

Win WIn WIn WIn winw inwiniwniwniwnwinwi

first win.. oO

but no semi.. haiz.. lol..

finish the games and then off to bugis for dinner..

left wit vic and eve to herion to get vic's stuff...
they sae it's fast but... girls are still girls..
hahas..

trained back to admirt and meet wl wit eve..

they came to my hse till like 10++

alot of other things happened but too lazy to post muhaaha..

tml last game gonna play for the 20Points award ^^

-we only talk like once per day

2007-07-02T01:42:00.001+08:00

k i went for mind cafe.. lmao...

alot of things happened.. but i have game coming so.. seeya..

later in the afternoon will be against prs... hope we win ^^

2007-07-01T14:16:00.000+08:00

How come i feel so left out. haiz, i want leave singapore, right now.. anywhere also can.. i wan see new stuff, visit new place,make new friends, rebuild the inner-self..goash.
Seriously i kinda feel tat i;m tired of being here.. being cleon. Just give mi an air ticket and i can leave asap.. my environment kinda " i dun like " starts to hate wad i usually do... Chatting is like, gonna crack my brain to think of topic.. maybe just leave things to wad it is.. it's better not to touch smt tats strange.
Cant concentrate in class.. no mood to study.. tough i wont sleep in classes anymore.. but i'm like super lazy..somehow the writing is like spoiling my fingers.. it's painful.

Anyway yesterday.. was like usual.. woke early for piano... yawns... another trip to sbw. then back again... msn eden to go play bb.. meet eric around 5 plus then buy some stuff.Played a few game and off to FW rc there to rest... kaihong intro a malay friend who also beatbox .. was fun beatboxing wit him.. his better except he cant do a number of things.. hahas tats the only fun thing yesterday...

so later.. should i go to minds cafe?? And waste my money like water?? hmmm will see again..

-leave mi alone,give mi time & chances..I'll prove things wrg and make u change..

2007-06-30T03:30:00.001+08:00

Rarr!! i cant put myself to sleep...

no 1 on9.. okay only 1.. thx for spending time also...

2007-06-29T23:38:00.000+08:00

damn damn damn sad!

ok monfort was good.. but i played better.. how can i lose again.. wa i am so sore.. cant take defeats hiaz... class boring.. sad beside joe this morning and start toking no-sense lmao... qx also there crapping .. emily > hahas.. out for compy like 10++ sian... monfort... alvin was so piss wit sheryl lor.. dunno wy.. haiz bgr so troublesome?

gonna play game liao..

-she's not on9 yet

2007-06-28T17:23:00.000+08:00

BooBOoBooooo

wa i lost.. how can tat happen.. wtf.. lose to a perfect noob man... sad...
woke up like early today..mum keep knocking.. tired =[

change and head for skool wit only my cue wit mi... think i not bringing tml..since i not using.

bus like hell long this morning.. like 20MINs ... make mi late.. lmao.. have 1 period of lesson and then off for snooker.. it's super duper hot in the hall.. the air-cons are for decos.. they never on.. since it waste money wy not just have cooler fan instead.. blahblah came out of class like 10am shioking.. play abit and cant take the heat anymore.. played piano and fool around..

smt happen here=]

ok it's 12 .. bus came and we headed to jalan sultan for the compy.. all the better players tat i noe already left.. acs still strong like before.. but presb totally changed thier players.. noob la.. i lost i dunno wy.. maybe tat person pray too much .. was leading de.. haiz.. hope tml can do well.. end result 2-2
monfort = jialat

super tired dunno wy... gonna take a nap and wake up at nite.. hope she's around by then...some words of encouragement would do the tricks..

>-think i saw u again on bus=] wheres my smile!

2007-06-27T23:13:00.000+08:00

Compy's tml!! nervous.. sad final i got chi'oral.. wtf lor..
haiz...morning had this stupid check thingy, got caught for nails.. how stupid things can be in my skool..laughs stood there like i-gallop hahas..then (Koh) came.. want mi to cut my goaty. sad lor.. go toliet shave.. then wanted to wash the shaver.. i washed it wit my tumb>never do tat again< snooker ="[."> i guess< broken="{"

-Thats when i love you

2007-06-26T17:49:00.000+08:00

Whoas!!!

ok yesterday was the tiredest! day ever.. god... lol skool was very sleepy.. slept during math and ms foo's tok.. tired tired.. went cwp to buy my mic adapter thiny.. then go home try... alamak.. cant use. Sian la.. hu can lend mi mic!! hmm then changed the skin for my blog and then have tuition ... so sleepy i cant keep my conscious there.. kept falling head over heels.. i meant asleep hahas...

Just got back from skool.. yawns should i go sleep? hahas had snooker and then back home alm=one.. how i wish theres someone to go home with =[ ... goin out wit dex soon.. k blog again soon =]

cute couple

National School Snooker Championship 2007

Christchurch vs presbyterian high Thursday 28th june
vs Monfort secondary Friday 29th june
vs Pasir Ris Sec Monday 2nd july
vs St francis Methis Wednes 4th july

come support!!

-we walk past, tried saying hi, but i guess u didn't hear me

2007-06-25T03:50:00.000+08:00

Swei la!!! finally can post^^

K today was roller Costa!
yesterday nite i make myself to sleep early so tat i could wake up to go out wit someone...
sadly in the end.. she msg and sae she couldn't make it.. was pissed at first but her reason was reasonable Lmao... need find another solution ... call waterbear .. wan ask him to go watch goals de.. but he sae leong lending him.. o .. too bad la, he then tell mi that got game.. then i called wl to go too.. sry pt did't mean to ps u..^^

Football under the hot sun-romantic? ya how's having pizza in hell?? lol.. it's burning hot.. skin all cooked!! lmao.. play till 3 plus then we went 515 eat.. sae celest and her bf too at the busstop.. Lmao.. kammy gave mi $1 .. owe mi drink but gave mi money... nvm i accept form of gifts!!! hahah...

went waterbear hse. was to just finish his work and leave.. but he have these very cool videos ... watch till 7++ then we leave.. he took his game and we walk cwp wit wl too..went bk to grab his dinner and we went home.. saw this blink old man again.. he was walking like aimlessly.. walk up to help him... wa water bear and wl never wait for mi.. at first i tot he goin ome so i taking him down to the bus terminal but he sae he goin to toliet.. lmao.. bought him there and chat abit... i really dunno wad to sae to him... then i drop him at the male's restroom and i left..

thus goin down meet them.. took 913 off to my hse.. blahblahblah.. wl went home first.. then xiong and mi in my room .. he so scared of luckly la.. Screams!! hahas.. he played his new pc game which cost like 40++ waste of money... nowadays u could just dl any games.. FOC.. just nid to have the rite link .. like mi smart can liaoo.. OOOOO wl came later and watch InD.. then we surf the net saw some very funny clips... post it next time.. then off mi toking to her on the phone..

Gotta know a new friend... name Richie.. potential kidnapping target lmao.. kidding.. chatted on her blog first then wanted her song which i totally have no ideal of.. hahas.. just noe it was the 1 before.. lmao... then we chatted to like 1++ 2 gotta shower.. had to leave to conversation.. anyway thx for the songs.. it's great=P

4am le.. skool at 6 /..dun think i can sleep.. die die die.. totally insane!

-Seashores are meant for kissing

2007-06-22T20:28:00.000+08:00

ok using my sister com now!!!

someone answer my prayers plz... why my com cant blog?? sian... wads java script void(0).. funny my sister com can .. anyway.. introduce u ppl to www.movie6.net .. must try.. tag mi a thx if it's good^^

have been living a very japaness life this holiday.. why japaness? cause i'm staring my com all day long.. till 0800++ then go sleep till 1400++... power? then i wake up can start staring again... need life's like in US
i mean the time... lol...

kkz sister nagging
!!
you laugh because i'm different, i laugh because u are all the same=)

2007-06-14T23:56:00.000+08:00

Snooker snooker snooker snooker snooker

compe 2nd july!!! gonna train train train...

have been goin back skool for traning even sleeping at 4 am in the morning... traning starts at 9 ... it's killing mi.. but really hope this year could be better then last year.. semi final is not enough!!!

-Aim high sore hiGH

2007-06-13T23:43:00.000+08:00

CLeon-i really wan to talk to you more.. but my eyes' are telling mi to go to sleep
lene-go sleep

2007-06-12T18:21:00.000+08:00

sian the trip toasted.... too many cant make it too.. anyway i was very tired too... woke up around 4 plus.. power .. hahas.. slept at 4am mah.. bo pian.. these few days hard to sleep.. maybe due to the afternoon nap.. haha.. k the trip would be carried forward to end of june bah.. hope it dun blew again... cant wait to see those primary skools mate again... heard for gue got a few gals also ^^POWER

ciao

2007-06-10T13:57:00.000+08:00

k havent been blogging cause havent got much outing... only when school for intensive snooker training... tiring... everyday bend bend bend....lol... but i getting so eak... must train...... maybe later go train alone...
anyway.. 12 june would be goin sentosa wit my primary skool mates... cant wait to see them... lmao... okok till then

2007-06-06T18:24:00.000+08:00

When for snooker today... then sat down and chat wits friends...just had my hair cut... woaw

2007-06-01T00:18:00.000+08:00

YOz! long time no post le.. muhaha.. today happy like i-gallop.. sick like coffee^^
got my new com finally!! wahahahaha
thx alot to my aunt and fatty-god-mother lmao... kidding...you guys are the best^^ yahoo..
wan noe wad my com has??
-2g ddr2>shiok
-core duel>high
-xgx 8series>madness
-19* viewsonic> no more killing my eyes!!!! wahaha...

okay morning was like.. so sick.. then had a dream abt printer...=_=..it was night mare...
then aunties came.. it's time to rock..hahas... took damn long to prepare myself.. went marina to eat... cafe cartlE? nice spags.. hahas.. then went suntect for pc fair.. horrible.. like china.. alot ppl.. cant breath.. alot pretty show gals too.. must visit fair more..hahas... didt get anything there as it's too horrible... the temperature even cure my fever.. lmao.. was sweating like polar bear in sabar.. hahas... then decided to go sim lim as it's near by.. went to hans first.. got a GREEN APPLE juice.. then move on.. sim lim was crowded too went straight to fuwell.. not bad ..things like so ex.. but ok la.. since aunt they all trust thier services.. waited like 45 mins for our turn.. then decide to get the above stuff.. waited for 2 more hour ++ for the ppl to fix my com... wa.. long wait.. but it's worth.. no more jerk and lags hahas...
k went straight home to fix thing... now sitting here infront of this new device.. it really chicks mi out^^ k got game coming le.. first dota on this com

It cost a bomb>.< love my aunties most

2007-05-29T15:26:00.000+08:00

wa sina tiao.. think need re take chi le la.. wy i not enough time...
sian lor... i alot to rite de lor.. wa .... those ppl who set the papers really very sturbon lei.... give abit more time also cannot mai... hiax... anyway.. looking forward to the pc show /gg muhaha aunt gonna buy mi so many things rite? muhaha... kk gonna go back to habination...

-smart guy wit money = perfect

2007-05-25T22:56:00.000+08:00

Haiz things not doin well as expected. Skool like fuk up? i had the most fuk up day ever this year... haiz.. ppl just cant be more sensitive.. teasing ppl's tat fun?finally i understood the feeling of those tat are teased by me..sorry for tat...
haiz cant think of anythings to sae..

-bye

-just shutup and let time heal =(

2007-05-24T19:33:00.001+08:00

life like so boring, it jsut get so boring each day by each day...
i just spent my time staring at the computer and tv..then i notice how fast time past..
but still it's only getting bored.... nth really interest me rite now... wanted to concentrate of studying but still... studying alone reading to myself, kinda stupid.
Maybe still upset abt yesterday thingy.. haiz...
Gota tell myself to strive hard and study!!... nth as imp as that for now...

k nth to post liao...gonna sleep early tonite=_-

-why cant you just take the initiative and start the conversation...
i really wonder why.

2007-05-23T21:23:00.000+08:00

Tml will be meet the parents day.. die.. mother wont go.. ask mi to tell dad to go.. i sae forget it.. it's just a report card..- -
haiz.. friends like leaving... serious... after the express left, lesser activites, dosnt tok to the click much too..i mean.. there is't any topic to tok abt at all... ppl hu are in the click and still in skool, just like hi-bye friends, no topic too... even in class... life's as bored as a tree log... haiz even the 1 hu i tot understand most turn out to be as negative as 9 to the power of -9 omg...
i need some fresh air...perhaps a few puff=(

guess that it's better to stay in the world of simulations where everything could be calculated and measured.
- backs hurts starring at the screen for long hours..
- sleeping late killing my eyesights with the tv
- unsocializing getting mi depress each day
- stupid dog stinking my room everyday
- useless phone keep restarting when ever i dial
- sore throat kiling mi eveytime i bbox
- stupid life using up each day

i aint tat happy as it seems, nobody knows
- All it sums up to a meaningless & stressful life

2007-05-22T14:18:00.000+08:00

these few days quite busy wit botting... com lag there like a tree lol... everyday chinese chinese chinese.. sian la!!!aunt gave lots of chinese hw.. wa.. i'm so good wit my chinese now tat i can spell my name in chinese^^ muhaha.. ok lame...
anyway... during class lesson, having these toks abt bgr.. quite interesting.. they sae if i were less nosie, less nonsenes, more gentle, more caring, i would be a better guy lol.. but tats just me -_-.. can live w/o nosies and laughter.

Thursday gonna meet up wit gladys for dinner... lol happy like i-gallop, hmm she prefer more ppl lei.. but i just wan solo dateS haha.. ok i mean less nosies this time..

Ok nid to get back to botting.. third party program. be back around 2200 ba..

-Seashores are meant for kissing

2007-05-20T22:54:00.000+08:00

days w/o a dad so peacefull... he went "cambolia" to gambl.. lol.. and he did't bring back any gifts...lol.. anyway... think i need socialize more.. hahas... dunno why also...
ok.. tml got skool must sleep early..

-let the little thoughts go wild=)

2007-05-20T01:20:00.000+08:00

ok.. it's 0120.. i'm bored!!!!!
whole day figure how to activate my stupid bot.. anyway.. ya it work.. swei^^
ok.. eyes are rolling round and round, *yawnz*
gonna go sleep nite..

-if i were a cat, would u bring me home?

2007-05-17T23:35:00.000+08:00

hahas.. skipped skool today
woke up at 2 plus.. then bring luckly out for walk..damn naughty la.. he saw the same dog yesterday and drag mi along wit him to sae hi... wtf..i really think he could play rugby wit his strength... almost got brought down by him.. lol.. then send him home.. play games all day long.. never study..
k maybe meeting her tml.. lol.. excited?... of course^^...
was playing game.. imp point , stupid deon msn mi.. make mi lag.. i die.. wa law 5% gone.. kuku.. ok it's 11 and nid go sleep, if not tml wont wake up again... wtf a croach in my room... gtg bye

-have u ever tot of wads the furture?

2007-05-16T22:56:00.000+08:00

just got back mye papers... guess wad i flunk like not mi-_-
so sad la...in class ppl keep saying themself stupid and careless... whats the use larh.. alr over.. cin tell mi ro free liao.. cool..lol in class play lighter... then sharon took the lighter and the teacher found out.. confiscate.. wa tat teacher so bitch la.. duno how to close 1 eye de.. lol but no cig could be found on mi.. noe wy... stopped like weeks ago.. the lighter was like a rubbish now.. so hack care also..
skool ended early.. went for my oral and then cwp to get the new Ro cd.. cool.. it's free for life now^^ muhaha... gonna find bots and lots of bots.. whole day slacking... nth much.. then late evening edmund came my hse and showed him the new ro.. lol we like so long never play.. even tot the config like dota.. muhaha... then he nid go home for dinner... i brought luckly out for a walk, cause he seems so sad.. haha.. when put the chain over him, he happy like i-gallop...lol
called gladys but she like got no time... dunno wad i toking also.. so silly..
saw cousin on the way down the road.. then go head back home.. saw some other dog like 1/2 the size of luckly... lol provke la... suddenly i felt tat 49kg of mass dragging mi.. wt...
got to use even my legs to pull him home..ll.. then now blog lor.. chat wit some friend and enjoyed my games... till some (Spoilt) kid disturb mi in msn.. make mi keep dcing ... gota leave my games.. sad.. ok then ... gonna go sleep soon

nites

-life w/o toking to you is like life w/o chocolates... it's meaning less

2007-05-15T16:32:00.000+08:00

boring tuesday, marking day so no skool.
slack at home all day.. woke up only at 01400 ++
then go brush packet food then face the com till now..
T_T no 1 distrub mi so life's so meaning less...
tried to look for games but no room>dota<...
sian la.. joe maybe coming my hse..
okok mirc got game liao... bb

2007-05-14T22:26:00.000+08:00

woot!! mye finally finish^^ hahas
morning was my worst skool dae ever this year..
nb i reached skool 7++ .. straight to hall.. it seem smt weird.. 5/2 keep looking at mi.. ithen hui ling ask how come i come so early.. i tot got eaxm... lol i was rite.. but it's not mine.. mine starts at 11.45, nbccb got to go home.. i call leong tat ass.. he sae he just only noe.. asked if i could go his hse.. he fuck sae no.. sae he wan to go sleep.. wa law.. i come all the way skool le then tell mi go home.. sian.. called joe.. tat ass still sleeping.. kuku... then called rui ying.. luckly she alife... but the problem is she dun wan acc mi.. tell mi wait till 9 then come study wit mi.. kuku de.. waste 1 hr toking to her.. but cannot make it le.. cab home then.. 5.40 wa law.. ex la.. wasted money....then later go skool by bus... 913,then 901 ...met her.. but just think nth happen.. took a d-tour to avoid unwanted attention.. okay reach skool le.. saw erin walk up tgt..blah blah blah..

rite after exam went to vista to packet for mum and cousin... waste of time sia.. then hong and manfred jio to go town... then we went ... was to meet them at 2 .. i reach there le, phone hong " paisie still waiting for xiao wei.. around ten min okay" it's like wtf... everytime late sia..
such friends they are-_- lol.. then 235 they still not there yet.. wth .. phone him again.." come liao come liao..." wtf.. waste my time again.. so hate it.. then 245 then they appear.. wa law.. then train down to town..anyway text gladys and ask abt her.. lol she finish skool at 3 and ask mi go play pool ^^, happy like i-gallop.. but another 2 of her friend also goin.. somemore ivan ,cm and yj also there... nid to accompany fred and hong too.. so cant make it.. sorry and thx for asking^^
Latr,walk slack go taka.. went coffee bean.. hong bought cake and drink... $8.00++ rich sia him.. fred's coffee $6++... i did't wan spend useless money.. but i still have'nt take anything for breakfast.. wa.. hungry hungry.. went tori Q grap some oily stuff..hong sae hungry and fred keep saying fattening .. in the end... both buy.. but they cant finish.. i bought a green tea...- FROM JAPAN.. wtf $2.00 lol the green tea from japn.. tats wad i keep saying.. lol then later went cin then hmv..
6++ train back admirty.. meet dexter then go 888 meet froggy... lol had dinner at kfc.. it's like so early.. still abit full .. but i still eat.. then we chat abt school stuff till 9 .. was real funny la.. all got bull shit sia..
after tat went home

2007-05-13T16:24:00.000+08:00

woot..i'm exhausted .. getting old-_-
indeed cant play w/o sleeps... the game tired mi out like within 10 mins... but anyway the weather nto so good ... then it rain...like so sian tiao,the guys all stopped and gather to talk.. then later wq father came to car pool us ^^ so good la.. toa pa yoh lei lol.. then went to tpy hud there de hawker eat...
Went home after eatin ... totally out of order... must get back to system... too bad .. later still goin to celebrate m dae... it's been 36 hour since i last slept.. god.. plz allow 5more hrs i make it 29 hr a dae plz -_-
gota go bye

FIrst Acts

2007-05-13T06:16:00.000+08:00

okay... just created a blog.. still not sure abt how things works... so pardon.. it's 0618... did't get to sleep as kai hong, alvin, dixon and wen sheng just left my hse...
ton the nite and played some poker.. then alvin wan go out and smoke.. in the end let out my dog.. wtf... i got to go chase after it.. things were kaotic. in the end managae to clam tat beast dwn.. brought him on a walk..and then go hm.. soon they left too.. Got a game later at 9 but it's still early so i decided to kll time making this... okay till then

-cleon